Soulmates, I have decided, are overrated. To quote one of my favorite shows ever, BARE "Not all tales have happy endings." Well, I've decided that means that not all soulmates are meant to stay together. You figure something like ten years of being in a relationship would mean something, but all that ends up happening is CRAP. I'm in a foul mood. Reading all my friends blogs about how worried they are about bringing kids into this world, and worrying about finding the right people. Knowing that I had that and lost it SUCKS hardcore.
Thomas as I shall now call him, and I dated for a decade, on and off. Yes that's right since I was 7 I've been with this boy. Our love life is more twisted then any book or soap opera you will ever read, so I will sum it up very briefly in a paragraph. We met in dance class, were paired up for duet competition. He moved away in 5th grade to tennessee, came back in 8th grade, we dated until spring of this year when his father decided that I was ruining his life. Daddy shipped him off to year round boarding school 3 states away. We broke up (on good terms) because we were making each other physically ill (long story that I won't get into). There are your basics.
Seriously though, after being together for ten years, I don't want to hear about your new girlfriend, or your excellent sex life. Sorry I'm wasn't willing to go that far, but if I didn't want to do that with someone I love why the hell would I want to read about it? I don't care if we were going to stay close friends and all this. I don't need to know this stuff. I ask you how everything is going with Cheryl and you say "Well." end of conversation. I don't need to know what you were doing in bed at the boarding school...and under the tree....and by the lake......
So for right now, while I continue to recieve these e-mails and put myself through the torture of reading them, I shall remain pessimistic. You know becoming and nun and working at an abbey is looking better by the day now. I wouldn't have to deal with college crap either....I wonder what qualifications you need to become a nun, other then being religious....
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Ew, nun-ism. DON'T DO IT, MAN~! Unless you become like, a spy nun that brings down the whole system from the inside. That would rock. :P
I love you! I hate that he does this to you. You should let me censor the e-mails before you read them. J/K, unless you want me to. *hugs*
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