High School Never Ends

So I just got back from a marching band rehersal and it was good everyone seemed to enjoy themselves and wanted to be there and learn, which is always good. I spent my time with the trumpet section because they were down a captain and my section (Mellophones) were MIA. One of the returning band members Will was being an arrogant jerk. So I spent the whole time by him yelling at him to stand up straight and stop being a jerk.

So after doing that for an hour and a half (fun right?) we go inside for music rehersal and I was talking to the trumpet captain about how this was the first year I wasn't sitting with everyone and Will and I wouldn't be stand mates (if you don't understand ask your local band geek). When out of the blue one of the freshmen in the trumpet sections goes, "That's ok we all know you like each other. It's only a matter of time before you start dating," GRRRR. I know this seems like no big deal, but partnered with my drama from this past weekend and the fact that I had something like this happen before it just made me want to punch someone (don't worry I didn't. I'm blogging instead).

To fully understand my anger, you have to understand about my relationship with my friend Alex. Alex is like my best friend in the world and has been for like five years. We met through my friend Gemma and her sister Shannon, Shannon was friends with Alex (he's a year older then me) and Gemma and I were really close, and one day when the two sisters were talking they realized how stubborn and arguementative Alex and I both were. They thought it would be funny to introduce the two of us, watch us get in a arguement and see what happened. So they did.

Their plan backfired however because Alex and I clicked like instantly, it's like we are mind twins, we can get each other without really saying anything (he knows what I mean when I say askljdfkhaslhfjsa) and finish each other's sentences. We just have this really creepy mutual understanding bond type thing that I pretty much fail at explaining in words. So anyway, a year later when we were both in high school, the Lunch Gods decided to shine down upon us, and gave us the same lunch period.

That lunch was like crazy, we did such random stuff, but Alex and I always ended up in an argument but we always made up within like 2 minutes and he'd pull me onto his lap and everything would be well with the world. Apparently though to everyone else in the school, we were like an already married couple, our friends told us how they hated talking to us when we were around each other because it was like the two of us were in our own little world and you didn't want to interupt it. I guess it's understandable why they thought that, I mean Alex and I shared clothes, often switching at lunch and stripping in the middle of the crowded lunch room to do so, sharing gum (many times he literally stole it out of my mouth) but like I said we had that kind of relationship.

Alex came out of the closet during that year, but it didn't stop people from talking. Before i get too out of hand I'll bring it back to the topic at hand. It took Alex and myself two years and many boyfriends/girlfriends/friends with benefits to convince people otherwise (and now 2 years later people still don't believe it 100%). Now the last thing I want is for the same thing to happen with me and Will. Will and I aren't even remotely as close as I am to Alex. Will is just an annoying jerk who treats me like some second grade girl with cooties (literally hair pulling and poking and everything....ugh!). I'm just so upset about this because yesterday I decided on my dating/love hiatus. It makes me wonder if there's any relationship even worth all this stress.......

Another invetion that needs to be discovered or created, a love stressball that like comes with chocolate stuff and that makes you happy and smile.......

P.s. how the heck do you make an ice scuplture not out of ice that will last three days? (band project).

I think that's all for now. Don't worry I'll be back when I get angry....I'm like the hulk, but instead of ripping my clothes I rip out a new blog.....